By nature I’m a passive guy, always have been and probably
always will be. I tend to let whatever negativity befalls me set up residence
in my life without much resistance. This may be why I was initially attracted
to some Eastern forms of thought those many years ago, because you know…”A reed that bends in the wind does not break.”
Sometime after an evocation of great
importance failed to materialize (you can read about this failure here) I came
to realize just how passive I had become. Without the daily enactment of the
evocation rituals or the manifestation of my desire, I found myself floating on
a raft in and endless sea where one direction looked as good as the other. It
took me quite awhile to realize that floating on an endless sea, well…to put it
nicely… sucks. I needed to find a way to navigate the waters and find myself a
stretch of land upon which I could set up residence. I ended up returning to
magick, a practice I had dabbled in as a teenager. I thought maybe magick could help me not only
brave the ocean but get me somewhere to boot (some comments regarding my return to magick can be found here and here).
Yet, because of my rather passive nature I tend not to utilize
magick very often. In fact, I quite often forget that I have this tool available
to me. So…when my magick bears fruit it usually comes as a surprise and I have
to remind myself that magick works.
Although magick works, your desire does not always come about quickly nor does
it always come about in a preferred manner. Over the last year I have been doing
some reconciliation magick that has just recently borne fruit. Both my honey
jar working (read here) and my Karukulla working (read here) were intended to
bring about this reconciliation. While honey jar spells are typically slow
acting on their own, they are even slower when not worked regularly. Since I
only began to consistently work my jar about two months ago, I have no one to
blame for the length of time it took for the reconciliation to occur. Needless
to say, to help keep the relationship sweat, I’ll be working my jar one day a
week from here on out. Though the magick worked, the reconciliation certainly did
not come about in a manner that I would have chosen. A breaking point was
reached where the relationship was truly and utterly in danger of ending. It
took this highly charged emotional event to create a catharsis that allowed for
a renewed dedication to one another.
Magick does not always work at a snail’s pace, however. I
added a much needed sex magick working into the reconciliation mix two weeks
ago (candle magick) and exactly one day short of two weeks after the candle
operation the magick worked its mojo. Unimpressed? Well, three years have
passed with no intimacy between us, so I consider this a WIN! Though I consider
my sex magick operation to have worked rather quickly, magick can also work
with lightning speed. On New Year’s Eve morning I performed a combination sigil
and mantra money spell for a pay raise in 2013. I had to laugh out loud when I
arrived at work that very evening and
a co-worker, quite out of the blue, approached me and informed me that he
heard I will be receiving a pay raise this coming year. Damn that was fast!
While magick has not brought me to my island yet, it is
helping me steer my raft.
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